Motivation.

Or lack thereof, actually. I have had one of those weeks (okay, maybe two weeks) where I just do not have motivation to do anything that I should be doing. I have plenty of motivation to go swimming with my guys, move on to the next wedding DIY project that is scheduled for this month (yes, I have scheduled projects out over the next 12 months because I'm crazy), stay up all night talking to my honey, sleep half of the day, redecorate everything in my apartment and spend hours researching reception venues and doing the math to figure out how to pay for them. But I have NO motivation to do any homework, write any papers, participate in any discussion boards about Louis XVI, clean anything, do any laundry or work out. And I really need to be doing these things.

Pete and I were supposed to start working out regularly again on the one year countdown to the wedding day. Yeah...that day has come and gone, and neither one of us has hit the gym yet. We keep telling ourselves that there is no better motivation to get in shape than for our wedding weekend...but apparently there is something faulty with that thought. And my motivation for summer school should be to maintain my fabulous 4.00 that I scraped by with last semester. But I still don't really care.

I blame it on the heat. Oh did I not mention it was 112 degrees this weekend? I think the heat is melting my brain and causing all motivation that doesn't involve lounging in a pool to fry on the sidewalk.

If anyone has any suggestions for how to regain motivation for the things you really have to do, please, let me know. I'll be pretending to write my paper on Absolutism until then.